Hiding in the shadows

I could post my picture, but I won't. If you are smart you will realize that the user icon I use is in no way me. i am very uncomfortable about posting my picture. i have for a long time.

I have never thought that I was pretty. I have always been a little overweight. Also, the fact that I have depression doesn't really help things. i have joked with people that I hide in the shadows, the fact is it seems that.

There are days I can go without talking to people, since whenever I try to join a conversation I am talked over. Sometimes even on days when I have room to talk no one listens to me.

It is kind of annoying at time... There was something else I was going to try to describe in detail, but it doesn't make sense.... words are not coming easily like they should.

Maybe I will try to make a decent post later